Tuesday, March 3, 2009

A time of reflection on God's Promises.




As I sat down to pray this morning, my mind went back to a blog that I read yesterday by a young man, he provoked me to pray a prayer that only thanks the Lord and asks for nothing. Each morning as I pray, I take the time to write a letter to the Lord as it helps me to stay focused on what I am praying about, after I am done writing my letter, I usually rip it into tiny shreds so that others do not see my inner most thoughts and my battles in the flesh, as I do get totally honest with the Lord in my letters. This morning I wanted to do something different and share my time of prayer with each of you. I pray that this prayer will point you to the promises that God has given us and that maybe if we spent more time reflecting on his promises we would have less defeat in this world we live in today. We as Christians have something that money cannot buy; we have God's words to lean on when times are tough all around us.


Good morning Lord Jesus My Savior, God my father and Holy Spirit my comforter,

I want to take this time today to thank you for all the promises you have given me and to thank you for being so good to me. I am so thankful that you promise that you will never leave me nor forsake me. I am thankful that you loved me, even while I was yet a sinner, you died for me.

I am thankful for your Word. Christ, you were the Word and you came and dwelt among us, and your own received you not, thus the door to the Gentiles opened and allowed salvation to me and today I sit in heavenly places. I am thankful for the Word that rightly divides my thoughts and the intents of my heart. It allows me to look into it and to allow me to behold my natural face and decide if I am gong to become a doer of your Word or just a hearer only. I am thankful that thy Word is truth and that you cannot lie to me. I desire to hide thy word in my heart that I might not sin against thee. I am thankful that God is my refuge and strength a very present help in time of trouble. I am thankful that you cannot change; you are the same yesterday, today and forever.

I am thankful that you have given the comfort of the Holy Spirit. I am thankful for the peace that passeth all understanding and it keeps my mind through Christ Jesus. I am thankful that when I am weak, you are strong, I am thankful for your grace and that it is sufficient for whatever trial I am going through. I am so thankful for my eternal salvation through Jesus Christ our Lord. I am thankful that I am sealed unto the day of redemption and that I do not have to keep myself that you completed salvation on the cross of Calvary. I am so thankful that when I was blind and without Christ, you drew me to you. Day and night you drew me with the Spirit of God. You never gave up on me. I am thankful you opened my blinded eyes.

I am thankful that I do not have to trust in the riches of this world as I know they will all pass away, but that my riches are laid up in heaven where moth and rust cannot corrupt. I am thankful for the comfort to know that I do not have to worry about my needs, as the cattle on a thousand hills are yours and you said you would supply all my need. I am thankful that your word says that I can call unto you and that you will answer me and show me great and mighty things. I am thankful you said to ask and it shall be given, seek and ye shall find, knock and it shall be opened unto me. I am thankful that you do want me to ask you for things, but that you also want me to be thankful for all things. I am thankful that you tell me in your word to rejoice and again I say rejoice. I am thankful for the joy of my salvation.

I am so thankful for my family and the desire you have put in their heart to serve you, I am thankful that you opened my eyes to the promise that except you build my house, my labor is in vain, I am thankful you taught me to trust in you putting in their hearts instead of my own abilities. I am so thankful that I know that I cannot walk this walk unless you give me the ability to do so. I am thankful that you give me a job that I cannot do, then you do it for me, then you reward me as if I did it myself.


I thank you Lord that you said that if I confess my sin that you are faithful and just to forgive me. I am thankful that you said For whosoever called upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. I am so thankful you saved me May 7, 1992, when I took a hold of that promise and believed it with my heart and not my head.


I thank you Lord for the call, many are called but few are chosen, I am thankful that you didn’t choose the mighty, nor the noble, but that you chose the foolish things of this world to confound the wise and that you have chosen the weak things of this world. All I have ever wanted to do is to be used by you and I thank you for using such a servant as I. Bless the Lord, O my soul and all that is within me bless his holy name.


I am so thankful that I do not have to live in this world that we live in today all by myself, that I have your promises that I can trust with all my heart and lean not unto my own understanding.
Thank you Lord.

Amen

Saturday, February 21, 2009

I Needed to Add A New Post, Search Me, O God......

I felt the need to add a new post just so that my post about myself would be removed from the first post on my blog. I feel a little anxious about posting so much about myself, as I do not want to come across as if I am bringing glory to myself. The whole idea of my blog was to bring Glory and Honor unto My Savior.
I have been pondering and really reviewing my motives in all things that are a part of my life. I want my life to point to my Savior, I want to stand before my Lord and hear him say one day, well done my child. So this is why I am asking myself these questions.
Why do I blog?
Why do I spend so much time reading others blogs?
Why do I need to blog to other Christians?
Is this going to merit me anything for all eternity?
Why do I do what I am doing? Does it line up with scripture?
Is it pointing others to Christ?
Is this really what the Lord wants me to do?
I have come to notice that there are a lot of Christians that spend a lot of time blogging. It is a wonderful tool to post your research and to post what is going on in our lives and a great way to allow family to keep up on what the Lord is doing in our lives. But what is my duty as a born again Christian?
Mark 16:15 And he said unto them, Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature.
Matthew 28:19 GO YE therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost:

I desire to reach others with the gospel, I desire to see souls saved. The reason for the poll was to see who I was reaching with my blog, which seems so far that I am reaching born again Christians. I do have a deep down desire to teach others and that is part of the great commission. I ask you to pray with me as you visit my blog and ask the Lord to give me clear direction on what his will is for my life. As I spend my time researching and digging into God's word on why I am doing what I am doing, I will try to update and share with you what the Lord shows me. I do believe that we should keep a constant check on our motives.

Psalms 139:23 SEARCH ME, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts:

This is a hard prayer for me to pray, I know that when I do so, God is faithful to give me a very good glimpse of who I am and what my motives are. Sometimes, it is not fun to see yourself like God sees you, but I know the only way I can truly please my Lord is to allow him to shine his heavenly light into the deep dark secret parts of my heart and allow him to show me what he sees.

Thank you for visiting my blog. I would love to get some interaction on my posts, Please if you have something the Lord has shown you, feel free to leave your thoughts.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

100 more things about me.

1. I love my husband, He truly is my best friend, and we spend 24 hours a day 7 days a week together and we actually get along.

2. I have five children. Yes, that's right. Count them 1, 2, 3, 4, 5. The Lord knew I needed 5 children; they have been good for me, when you have multiple children you have to learn to die to self because they require so much from you.

3. I taught school for 6 years and I now home school the three youngest of my children.
4. I feel very grateful for the privilege to be asked to teach. I do not understand why the Lord chose me to teach, but I am humbled at the opportunity.

5. When my children were little, I constantly found myself counting them. If one of them were not with me, I felt very uneasy. It felt strange not to make it to the number 5.

6. I am very grateful for the desire that God has put in my heart to serve him.

7. I am very grateful and amazed that God is doing the same thing in the heart of my children.

8. I love music.

9. I love to sing, but am not very good at it. (My children often say to me, "Mom, you are off key"

10. I prayed for 10 years that God would give me a piano, He did, and then when we left for the ministry in Kansas, I had to leave it behind......(maybe a little bitter :0( )

11. I prayed before some of my children were born that God would give them the talent to play the piano. He is able to do exceeding abundantly more than we can ask or think. Seth started playing the piano at 3 years old. Sarah can play by ear also.

12. I do enjoy playing the piano but I did not take advantage of the lessons as a child so it is a struggle for me.

13. Someone has music playing somewhere in the house most of the time.

14. We sing as a family, but have not really done it much until we moved here to Kentucky. All of my children sing very well and can harmonize another talent from the Lord.

15. Sarah picked up the guitar one day and said I am going to learn to play the guitar, and she did. To God be the glory.

16. I used to have a very hard time comprehending what I had read and still do at times and putting what I read into practice is very difficult for me. But I love to read now and I give God the glory for that because I used to ask him for the ability to comprehend what I have read.

17. I love to read books on prayer; I have a deep burning desire to see God answer prayers in my life and the lives of my husband and children.

18. I long to be back in the ministry one day soon.

19. I have a burden to see my family walk with the Lord. My biggest fear is that some of my extended family will die without Christ, thinking they are ok.

20. I can't believe I'm only on #20.

21. I have a great desire to loose weight but not enough to motivate me to do something about it.

22. Some of my children gave up pop (soda) years ago, then others of them have followed lately, they motivated me to do so also.

23. We are addicted to sweets and it makes me fearful because of diabetes in our family.

24. I feel horrible after indulging in sweets.

25. I need glasses. (That was random) lol.

26. I started turning away from the teachings of my Christian home at the age of 10.

27. I felt very insecure as a teenager.

28. I enjoyed being pregnant, I loved feeling that life moving and growing inside of me. That is another reason I had five.

29. When I first started teaching, I did not like children very much, but God put a love in my heart for them and I love to see the transformation from the beginning of the year to the end.

30. I'm definitely a teacher. I will try to teach anyone who will listen to me. It is a drive deep down inside of me.

31. I think God has an interesting sense of humor.

32. When I first got in church and I saw the need to teach my children character, I felt overwhelmed! I didn’t know how to teach character because of the lack of character in my own life.


33. I Absolutely LOVE FOOD!!!!!!!

34. It drives me crazy when something needs done and it is put off to the last minute!!!!!!!

35. I have an on-going conversation with myself in an effort to reprogram negative thoughts into positive, thankful ones. Constant battle.

36. I believe that God wants us to stand strong in his faith, especially in these last days; I desire to stand strong, if for nothing else, my children.

37. I'm so thankful that God gave me my family.

38. I enjoy my husbands cooking so much. I am so thankful he desires to have good food and knows that he gets it when he cooks.

39. I'm terrible at math.

40. But I love to organize our bills.

41. I loved when my babies were small. When they only wanted momma.

42. I did not desire to go to college.

43. I desired to get married and have babies.

44. I absolutely despise a critical spirit. I do not like when others feel it is their place to straighten out others families.

45. I have been guilty, but have been delivered. It is a miserable life to live. Pride is the author of this fault. Who am I to feel I need to straighten anyone out except for the family God has given me.

46. I spend too much time caring what others think.

47. I absolutely adore my children. Have I said that already?

48. My family is very close.

49. I always desired to have a sister.

50. My favorite song is Gods been good. Legacy Five.

51. My mom and dad took my kids whenever they possibly could when they were small.

52. I know my mom misses my boys as much as I do.

53. It always tickled me at the response I got when I was out with all of my children when they were small.

54. My baby girl started talking at an early age and still talks a lot today. (As I am filling this out she is at the table doing her school work and is talking non-stop)

55. I may have to take a break from this to deal with her continual talking.

56. I started praying for my children's spouses at an early age. I am excited to see how God is going to bring their mates into the lives of my children. I am pretty sure he has reveled one already.

57. If used to fret about my house so much when my children were small, I wish I would have played with them more instead of getting on them about the house so much. Some of them are gone now, but my house is still here, and it still gets messy.

58. My flesh hates to fast, but I believe it is a very essential part of a successful Christian walk.

59. If I could have one wish, I'd wish for a live-in cook. Oh, I have one, silly me.... My husband does most of the cooking.

60. I desire to lead souls to Christ.

61. I desire to disciple souls after I lead them to Christ. It is the teacher in me.

62. I love when my boys call home and discuss the trials and victories in their walk with the Lord.

63. I love to reach out to others and make them smile.

64. I have struggled much in my walk with the Lord from fear of what others think.

65. I love to watch Extreme makeover home edition. We do not have cable, so we have to wait each week until it is posted online, then we sit as a family and watch it.

66. Mike and I are big ball babies when it comes to that show.

67. I love to write

68. I'm willing to do research on topics that I'm unfamiliar with, and once I come to a conclusion about a given subject, it's almost impossible to change my mind.

69. I long to write a book one day, but I just do not know what to write about.

70. Before my husband was saved, I claimed 1 Peter 3: 1 1. Likewise, ye wives, [be] in subjection to your own husbands; that, if any obey not the word, they also may without the word be won by the conversation of the wives;

71. I didn’t always submit in the flesh, but I longed to in my Spirit and kept a constant check on confessing when I didn't.

72. I believe my husband is saved today because of that promise that I claimed.

73. My favorite Verse is Titus 1:2 In hope of eternal life, which God, that cannot lie, promised before the world began;

74. I am so thankful for that verse; it has changed my whole prospective on life.

75. Mike and I will have been married for 24 years this year in May.

76. I have a silly personality.....I love to laugh and make others laugh.

77. Mike and I love to spend time with each other.

78. My dad's nickname for me was Bone. Not bones....but bone! I weighed 93 pounds when I got married.

79. If I know someone is upset with me, I will try to make it right even If I think they are wrong. It amazes me how hard it is for some people to see they are wrong about things.

80. My "me time" is spent blogging.

81. I love to sew, but cannot afford material right now.

82. I love to make curtains and decorate my home with things I have made whether it is with wood or with material.

83. Mike and I dated for 8 months before we got married.

84. I always desired 7 children, until number 5 came along, I knew in my heart we were done.

85. My mom prayed I would marry a preacher one day. She thought God didn’t hear her when Mike and I got married.

86. God saved Mike in November of 1994

87. God called him to preach April 1995 (God answered my mom's prayer)

88. I knew God was going to call him to preach before he called him. God was preparing my heart to be a preacher’s wife. (She pondered those things in her heart)

89. Our first house we owned was 800 square foot. (7 people, one bath, and a dog.)

90. I love my new church. I love that my Pastor stands and proclaims the Word of God!! He preaches hard on sin.

91. Our Pastor believes in allowing the church to testify. We also have liberty to Praise the Lord and sing Praises to our Father. It is an encouragement to hear what your church family is thankful for.

92. It blesses my heart to see my children stand with a broken heart and share something the Lord showed them from his Word this week.

93. I kill most houseplants very quickly after receiving them. Artificial plants are my thing.

94. Miraculously, I have had one plant for several years now.

95. I met my husband while walking the streets.......He loves to tell that story on me. I was taking a walk after church one night and he and his friends drove by with their light on and all I saw was mike and I screamed....WOO WHOO, with a very loud voice. They stopped and backed up and that was the beginning of our lives together.

96. When I was little, I was a compulsive liar, and a good one. I think that is why I love Titus 1:2 so much.

97. Until the Lord saved me, that didn’t really change until my adult life.

98. We do not have cable T.V.

99. We love to watch movies. I loved Fireproof. Mike and I cried through that one too.

100. My husband is my hero, I have watched him live with chronic back pain for many years, but he still desires to live for the Lord and do what is right by his family. It would be so easy to lie down and quit. I have watched him grow into a man of God that will proclaim the truth and be his own person, even when it goes against the grain of others. He is such a strong leader and I have seen his stand for the Lord directly affect the lives of others. He has been my strong tower and has helped me stand, when I did not think I could stand another day.


:D Thanks for taking the time to read it.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

44 ODD Things about Me.


44 Odd Things About Me
;)1. Do you like blue cheese? um.... no. Thank you.

2. Have you ever jumped off of something higher than 30 Feet? YES, and never again!
I jumped off of a cliff into laurel lake....www.youtube.com/mestepb


3. Do you own a gun? No, I personally fear guns.

4. What flavor of Kool Aid was your favorite? Not a big fan of Kool-aid, but if i had to choose, It would be grape.

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? Not at all.

6. What do you think of hot dogs? I fear what I am really eating, but if I dont think about it, I kinda like a good hot dog every now and then.

7. Favorite Christmas movie? ?????

8. Favorite thing to drink in the morning? Coffee with milk

9. Can you do push ups? I really thought I could, until Ms. Francis challenged me to it, I couldn't even get my body off the ground.....I hate to even think about the last time I tried to do a push up, it cause more damage than good that day.

10. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? my wedding ring

11. Favorite hobby? Computer, Woodworking (I love the smell of wood)

12. Do you have A.D.D.? No, but I know LOTS of people who do! :)

13. What's one trait you hate about yourself? My selfish tendencies

14. Middle name? Joanne

15. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment. Why am I doing this and not my laundry?
I am praying very hard for a very special friend today, I want God to do a miracle in my life and the lives of my family and friends.


16. Name 3 drinks that you regularly drink? coffee, tea, grape juice.

17. Current worry? How God is going to pay Zac's school bill.

18. Current hate right now? My eating habits and my weight.

19. Favorite place to be? Home

20.How will you bring in the new year? Prayer

21. Where would you like to go? Oklahoma City

22. Name three people who might complete this.????????

23. Do you own slippers? yes and I love them.

24. What shirt are you wearing? Black pull over

25. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? yes but they slid all over the place.

26. Can you whistle? yes, I do it all the time, even when I am in public not realizing I am doing it and others look at me funny. lol.

27. Favorite color? Can I have two? Colbult blue and yellow

28. Would you be a pirate? No, I couldnt shoot anyone,,,,,remember I am afraid of guns......

29. What songs do you sing in the shower? whatever is playing on the cd player.

30. Favorite Girl's Name? I always loved Lydia Grace

31. Favorite boy's name? Elijah

32. What's in your pocket right now? dust bunnies.

33. Last thing that made you laugh? My girls singing last night.....Jordan was trying to sing and sarah was playing one key on the guitar and wouldnt change it.....Jordan stayed strong, but it sounded awful.

34. What vehicle do you drive? A mini van, and a red cadillac.....love it, it is stylish and confortable,,,it has butt warmers...


35. Worst injury you've ever had? Probably the time that Jordan ran through my bedroom door to bring me something that I asked for and my big toe caught on the door and ripped my whole toenail off, except for the back corner. I had to go to the emergency room and they tried to numb it with 4 shots and it would not numb, so he just had to jerk it off. OH IT HURT SO BAD!!!


36. Do you love where you live? YES, The Lord gave us this house and I am so content here, It is out in the country and so private and so beautiful.

37. How many TVs do you have in your house? One that we use and two others just sitting.

38. Who is your loudest friend? That would have to be April without a doubt , but I haven't seen her in a really long time.

39. Do you have any pets? One dog. IZZY

40. Can you balance a spoon on your nose? I think so.

41. Your favorite book(s)? Without a doubt, Prayer Asking and receiving By John R. Rice.

42. Do you collect anything? Not really, but I love birdhouses and I love country Americana decor and I have a lot of it.

43. Favorite Sports Team? No.

44. What song do you want played at your funeral?
God's been good Legacy Five.

Ok, now is your turn. Copy and paste and give me your answers. I would love to have you fill this out and let me know about you.
Or if you just want to comment that would be fine too.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Me and My Sweetheart


We had a great time at a couples dinner at our church Feb 14th 09.
We played a game and had to see how many lip prints we could get
on our sweeties faces. Mike said, Honey we have the an advantage,
we have more room to work with.....lol.
I started at the top and didnt even make it to his lips before our time
was up......: 0 (

I did manage to get 17 prints in, but another lady ( which is now known
as Hot Lips) ended up getting 20.
That was so much fun. It is a great game to play at a couples get
together.

































Thursday, February 12, 2009

A Praise! God's been good.


When God begins to move, it seems like he just pours it on.


My whole christian life all I have ever wanted is that my children serve the Lord.
I desire to see them have a real relationship with my Saviour. I was probably
your typical unsaved teenager that seem to feel a need to experience the things of this
world and I unfortunately live with the scars today which brings a greater burden and
desire to see my children to walk a different path than I chose to walk.
I have prayed that God would put within the hearts of my children the desire to
know him, to hear his voice and to respond when they are drawn. This past
Sunday night two of my daughters responded to that call. Sarah finally submitted
to the Lord and threw up the white flag. She has been doubting her salvation for
months now and realized her need to finally settle this matter in her life.
Jordan had also been broken last week about her sin and her need for a closer
walk with the Lord. Just Sat night we were discussing this issue and Sunday night
when her sister had the nerve to do right, it brought her to her knees also.
Both were birthed into the family God Feb 8th 2009.

Some more good news this week. Sarah has needed braces for quite some time, her jaw is
off set and it needs to be drawn to the right position. In Dec, we took her to the
orthodontist and he submitted her records for approval through the medical card, shortly
after she was denied. Sarah was broken hearted because she desired them terribly.
We discussed God knows best and that we need to trust the Lord with all things.
Today, I received a letter in the mail stating that the denile had been overturned and
she has been granted approval for treatment. This came out of the blue, we did not
know the dentist had appealed it and asked for reconsideration.
As I testified in church Sunday night. I was a child that turned away from the
tremendous opportunity that God gave me to serve him, and I live with
scars today from it, but God can take a broken vessel and let that vessel become
a vessel of honor for him. I may be scarred but I pray that the Lord will
allow me to raise up some vessels that he can use that can shine brighter
than I can ever shine for him. I can say today with all my heart.....God's been good.
(My new favorite song by Legacy Five)

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

May we bring Glory and Honor unto the Lord. An update on Zac.

Zac, Me, Corey, Mike
Heartland Bible Baptist Campus
Psalms 105:3
GLORY ye in his holy name: let the heart of them rejoice that seek the LORD.
Psalms 145:11
They shall speak of the glory of thy kingdom, and talk of thy power;

Let me tell you a little about what has been going on in Zac's life.
Since he has been to college, he has desired to have strong faith and see God work miracles in his life. Zac thrives on the impossible. He loves to see God move mountains and has full faith that God can do that.
Last semester he began to pray about traveling with the VBS team at Heartland Bible Baptist College. He loves to work with children and is good at it and he also loves to travel and see new places. When he went back to school in Jan, he began praying about what the Lord wanted him to do. While Zac was home for the holidays his grandpa and uncle loaded him up with new barber supplies so that he could continue cutting hair for some of the guys. One day he went to a barber shop with one of his friends and the barber began to talk to Zac about an apprenticeship program and that he could have his barber license in less than 2 years.
Zac called us and asked us to pray and it seemed like an awesome opportunity, because Zac has talked about going to barber school after bible college, so we all began to pray for God's direction.
Zac would have had to stay in Oklahoma City all summer and work as a barber.
Zac started really searching for God's direction, because he really desired to do the VBS, but that would not be posted until Feb 3rd.
He went to the barbershop and told him his desires and the man had him cut a few guys hair to show him what his abilities were. The man told Zac that he was a natural and that he would be a very good barber but the man was a Christian and understood Zac's situation. He told him to pray about it and wait on the news from the college and let him know.

Today is Feb 3rd, Zac found out this morning that he made the VBS (vacation bible school team)
He is thrilled that they chose him for the team. What this means for Zac is that he will be able to travel with the team and get some very valuable experience and he will be able to establish relationships with pastors, so that when the day comes that he needs to go on deputation they will be familiar with him already.
Another blessing with this opportunity is that next semester will be paid for. God is really blessing our family by allowing both of our boys scholarships to go to college.
One more blessing, Zac was hired on at the school, he will be working as a grounds keeper and security. This means that he does not have to pay for gas, have a car, pay for insurance. God took care of it all.
Needless to say, Zac is calling the barber tomorrow to decline his offer, Zac is going to seek the Kingdom of God first.
Matthew 6:33
But SEEK YE FIRST THE kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.

To God be the Glory, I like to share these trials in our lives to point anyone that reads them to Christ. To many times we have our own plans or we try to work things out ourselves, but if we will let go and acknowledge the Lord in all our ways, He will direct our paths.

May God increase your faith as you walk with him.

Psalms 3:5-6 Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.
IN ALL THY WAYS acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.


Five Good Reasons God Uses Problems

My friend sent this to me this morning, I felt it was so awesome that I had to share it. I have posted her website at the end of this post, Please go and visit her web page.
This was such an encouragment to me, I hope it will be the same for you.

Five Good Reasons God Uses Problems

The problems you face will either defeat you or develop you - depending on how you respond to them. Unfortunately, most people fail to see how God wants to use problems for good in their lives. They react foolishly and resent their problems rather than considering what benefit they might bring. Here are five ways God wants to use the problems in your life:

1. God uses problems to DIRECT you. Sometimes God must light a fire under you to get you moving. Problems often point us in a new direction and motivate us to change. Is God trying to get your attention? "Sometimes it takes a painful situation to make us change our ways."Proverbs 20:30

2. God uses problems to INSPECT you. People are like tea bags...if you want to know what's inside them, just drop them into hot water! Has God tested your faith with a problem What do problems reveal about you? "When you have many kinds of troubles, you should be full of joy, because you know that these troubles test your faith, and this will give you patience."James 1:2-3

3. God uses problems to CORRECT you. Some lessons we learn only through pain and failure. It's likely that as a child your parents told you not to touch a hot stove. But you pr obably learned by being burned. Sometimes we only learn the value of something... health, money, a relationship. .. by losing it. "It was the best thing that could have happened to me, for it taught me to pay attention to your laws." Psalm 119:71-72

4. God uses problems to PROTECT you. A problem can be a blessing in disguise if it prevents you from being harmed by something more serious. Last year a friend was fired for refusing to do something unethical that his bosshad asked him to do. His unemployment was a problem - but it saved him from being convicted and sent to prison a year later when management's actions were eventually discovered."You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good...Genesis 50:20

5. God uses problems to PERFECT you. Problems, when responded to correctly, are character builders. God is far more interested in your character than your comfort.Your relationship to God and your character are the only two things you're going to take with you into eternity. "We can rejoice when we run into problems... they help us learn to be patient. And patience develops strength of character in us and helps us trust God more each time we use it until finally our hope and faith are strong and steady." Romans 5:3-4 Here's the point:God is at work in your life - even when you do not recognize it or understand it. But it's much easier and profitable when you cooperate with Him. "Success can be measured not only in achievements, but in lessons learned, lives touched and moments shared along the way"


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Saturday, January 31, 2009

Once again the Lord is true to his word!

Taken from the Baptist Bread Feb 1st 2009:
"My mouth shall speak the praise of the Lord: and let all flesh bless his holy name for ever and ever." Psalms 145:21

On a cold January in 1736, two clergymen were with some passengers aboard a ship off the Georgia coast. A violent storm overtook them and broke the mainsail and mast. Most of the passengers fled screaming below deck. The two ministers noticed the Moravian Christians stayed above deck and sang hymns. The ministers asked, "Were you not afraid?" a Moravian answered, "Thank God, no." Two years later in a Moravian mission in England, one of those same two clergymen was converted. Three days later the other brother was converted. On the eleventh anniversary of that conversion, the words of the Moravian preacher, Peter Bohler, kept coming to the mind of Charles Wesley: "Had I a thousand tongues, I would praise God with them all." Charles Wesley soon wrote:
O For a thousand tongues to sing
My Great Redeemer's praise,
The glories of my God and King,
The triumphs of His grace!*
I wonder if God is pleased with the praise of my tongue? I wonder what percentage of my words are praise and thanksgiving to God? Let us use our one tongue to fulfill our purpose to praise God.
*Taken from A HYMN IS BORN, Clint Bonner, Broadman Press, 1959. C.S

As i sit here this morning thinking over the last couple of months, I realize how weak I really am, I realize how much I really do need my blessed Saviour. It is easy to praise him when things are going good, but I want to be found faithful in the good and the bad and through this trial I am sad to say I have gotten weary but inspite of my weariness the Lord has been faithful to me.
The Lord has recently provided enough money for us to pay all of our bills for Jan, Feb, some of March and April. I stand amazed at what the Lord has done for us. I can sit here and honestly say, My God shall supply all my need and I want to praise the Lord with the one tongue he has given me, Oh that we could learn to stand strong and praise him even when we are in the midst of the storm, others are watching how we will sustain the winds of our trials, people are looking for something they can grasp onto that is real. Let us always stand strong in the good times and bad and let his praise be continually in my mouth.

Monday, January 26, 2009

Are you 100% sure you are going to heaven?

This is for anyone who is not 100% sure that if they were to die they will go to Heaven
WOULD YOU REALLY LIKE TO KNOW HOW TO GET TO HEAVEN?
A few years ago railroads and airlines printed what were called "time tables." They all laid claim to the better route to your destination. They went so far as to print their line in big boxcar type, while their competitor´s line was put in the smallest type.
The different denominations and churches all have their peculiar route to heaven. The various sects and isms claim to have a monopoly on the only way to a blessed eternity. Which way shall we go? Certainly all of us want to go to heaven. Most assuredly we want to take the proper route. Which is it?
Instead of listening to this babel of voices all about us, why not listen to God? Here is what He says in the Bible. This is the inside story on God´s way to heaven. It is the gospel according to the Author:
God tells the truth about mankind:
"As it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one." (Romans 3:10)
"For there is not a just man upon earth, that does good, and does not sin." (Ecclesiastes 7:20)
"For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God." (Romans 3:23)
"…For there is no man that sins not…." (1 Kings 8:46)
"All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way; and the Lord has laid on Him [Jesus] the iniquity of us all." (Isaiah 53:6)
God says that He must punish sin:
"Behold, all souls are Mine; as the soul of the father, so also the soul of the son is Mine: the soul that sins, it shall die." (Ezekiel 18:4)
"For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord." (Romans 6:23)
God tells the inside story about His remedy for sin:
"Come now, and let us reason together, says the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool." (Isaiah 1:18)
"But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. " (Romans 5:8)
"Who His own self bare our sins in His own body on the tree, that we, being dead to sins, should live unto righteousness: by whose stripes you were healed." (l Peter 2:24)
"He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon Him; and with His stripes we are healed." (Isaiah 53:5)
"Not by works of righteousness which we have done, but according to his mercy he saved us, by the washing of regeneration, and renewing of the Holy Ghost; " (Titus 3:5)
"For by grace are you saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: not of works, lest any man should boast." (Ephesians 2:8, 9)
God wants to save you and will save you if you will follow His instructions:
"And the priests that bare the ark of the covenant of the LORD stood firm on dry ground in the midst of Jordan, and all the Israelites passed over on dry ground, until all the people were passed clean over Jordan. " (John 3:36)
"And they said, Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and you shall be saved, and your household." (Acts 16:31)
"To Him give all the prophets witness, that through His name whoever believes in Him shall receive remission of sins." (Acts 10:43)
"For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved. " (John 3:16-17)
"And many other signs truly did Jesus in the presence of His disciples, which are not written in this book: but these are written, that you might believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God; and that believing you might have life through His name." (John 20:30, 31)
God definitely declares that there is only one way to be saved:
"Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man comes to the Father, but by Me." (John 14:6)
"Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is no other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved." (Acts 4:12)
"Jesus said, I am the resurrection and the life: he that believes in Me, though he were dead, yet shall he live: and whoever lives and believes in Me shall never die. Do you believe this?"
(John 11:25, 26)
"For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus."
(l Timothy 2:5)
Christ extends to you a personal invitation: Won't you please lift up your voice and heart to Him today? Asking in simple faith for forgiveness and trust in the work HE did? Dying for you? Repent (be sorry for and turn AWAY from your sin) and ask Him into your life TODAY, for we know not what tomorow will bring!
"All that the Father gives Me shall come to Me; and he that comes to Me I will in no wise cast out.
Now it is up to YOU.
Please if you have prayed and asked the Lord to save you from your sin, please leave a comment here and let me know you have prayed. If you have any questions please feel free to email me at mommiesgotfive@hotmail.com I will be glad to help you anyway I can.
God Bless

Let me introduce you to someone.

This young lady is Sierra Joann McIlroy. She has become a significant part of our lives lately.
In 2005, Our family moved to Goodland, Kansas and My husband became her Pastor. We have watched Sierra mature into a very Godly lady and have taken pleasure in watching her walk grow in the Lord. She desires to live for the Lord and to be what he would have her to be.

In December, 08 a promise ring was placed on her finger, in hopes of becoming a certain young mans bride one day soon. We are thrilled to see what God has for her and Corey.
Sierra is an answer to our prayers. When our children were born, We began to pray for their mate, that God would help their parents to raise them in church and teach them to serve him, and that God would keep them from evil, and that God would make them a vessel that would complete our children and the ministry that God has for them.
Sierra was brought up in a family that is like two peas in a pod comparitively speaking. Their family is so much like ours, it amazes us that a family halfway across the United States can have so much in common. (only we know how much, lol)
Sierra brings us and our son much Joy.
I thank God for her testimony and her desire to serve the Lord and to be a willing vessel.
Please pray for them as they are seeking God's wisdom for their lives. This is a very dificult time for them as they are seperated by the miles from Goodland Ks, to Oklahoma City, Ok.
Corey is in his second year of Bible College and is working toward becoming a Youth Pastor as Sierra works and has recently earned her CNA license.
Please pray as they seek the perfect will of God for their lives.
Corey Estep and Sierra McIlroy Dec 08



Corey Estep and Sierra McIlroy Dec 08






These are some graphic verses that a friend made for me, she saw the need for KJV
and began to make verse siggys. I love her work and will post more of her verses.
She says they are for all to use and they are free. I think you might be able to snag them.
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God's Accuracy

I believe if this much detail attention has been put into the creation around us,
Shouldn't we believe that God can take care of us also? Consider the Lillies.

God's Accuracy
How lovely to think about the way our Creator God planned everything so carefully and perfectly, everything with a plan. As His highest creation, "we are fearfully and wonderfully made." Psalm 139:14 God's accuracy may be observed in the hatching of eggs.
For example,
the eggs of the potato bug hatch in 7 days.
Those of the canary in 14 days.
Those of the barnyard hen in 21 days.
The eggs of ducks and geese hatch in 28 days.
Those of the mallard in 35 days.
The eggs of the parrot and the ostrich hatch in 42 days. (Notice, they are all divisible by Seven). God's wisdom is seen in the making of an elephant. The four legs of this great beast all bend forward in the same direction. No other .Quadruped is so made. God planned that this animal would have a huge body, too large to live on two legs. For this reason He gave it four fulcrums so that it can rise from the ground easily.
The horse rises from the ground on its two front legs first.
A cow rises from the ground with its two hind legs first. How wise the Lord is in all His works of creation!
God's wisdom is revealed in His arrangement of sections and segments,
as well as in the number of grains.
Each watermelon has an even number of stripes on the rind.
Each orange has an even number of segments.
Each ear of corn has an even number of rows.
Each stalk of wheat has an even number of grains.
Every bunch of bananas has on its lowest row an even number of bananas,
and each row decreases by one, so that one row has an even number
and the next row an odd number.
The waves of the sea roll in on shore twenty-six to the minute in all kinds of weather.
All grains are found in even numbers on the stalks.
The Lord specified thirtyfold, sixtyfold, and a hundredfold - all even numbers.
God has caused the flowers to blossom at certain specified times during the day, so that Linnaeus, the great botanist, once said that if he had a conservatory containing the right kind of soil, moisture and temperature, he could tell the time of day or night by the flowers that were open and those that were closed! Thus the Lord in His wonderful grace can arrange the life that is entrusted to His care in such a way that it will carry out His purposes and plans, and will be fragrant with His presence. Only the God-planned life is successful. Only the life given over to the care of the Lord is safe.
-- Author Unknown

We can truly trust our Father.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Just an update on what is going on in our lives.

Today is Wednesday, January 21st, 2009, Yesterday was a day of historical proportions. I am so glad I do not have to trust in the things of this world. I will pray for our Leader and trust that the heart of the king is in the hand of the Lord.

As for me and my family, we are taking one day at a time and trusting the Lord for all of our provisions. It amazes me how far God can stretch a dollar and how a 20.00 bill handed to you when you least expect it can carry you over until the next time the Lord sees the need of more.
We have not needed for anything. Last Sunday night the Lord seen fit to give us $800.00 he used other Christians to provide this and that was just enough to pay the pressing bills.
It has never felt so good to pay our bills.
I have been so encouraged by so many Christians that have been down this road before. I had one elderly lady tell me...." Becky, My family and I went 8 months one time without one penny of income and the Lord met every need." It helped me to know that others have trod this ground and came out stronger on the other side and are still faithfully serving the Lord today.

I have wavered, I have doubted, I have cried out to God and questioned What are you doing Lord? BUT,
I have been encouraged at how the Lord has held true to his word inspite of my weak faith, which has taught me that inspite of my weak faith, my weak faith is better than no faith because he honours faith just like he said he would.
Not my will be done, but thine be done. Lord I believe, Help thou mine unbelief.
I hope that my trial can some how encourage someone to keep hanging onto God's promises, because he is faithful and once again.......My favorite verse, God cannot lie...Titus 1:2

Saturday, January 3, 2009

DO WE REALLY WORSHIP OUR LORD?

Websters dictionary defines
WORSHIP, n. [See Worth.]
1. Excellence of character; dignity; worth; worthiness.

Last week we went to my fathers church and
he asked my two boys to preach, My oldest son,
Corey, preached a message out of Matthew 6: 9-13
The Lord's prayer, he outlined the prayer and
showed the parts of prayer that we should
allow in our time with the Lord.
In Verse 9 he pointed out that we should worship
the Lord. Verse 10 we should surrender, verse
11 we should confess our sin, verse 13 acknowledge
our deliverence and also Praise the Lord.
As he preached that message, I realized that I had not
been surrendering myself to the trial that we have been
in. I have been fighting the Lord in this trial, upset that
things were not as I would have liked them to be for the
holidays.
As I was doing my devotions the other day, I was going
through the steps that he had pointed out and I finally
surrendered to this trial.....The peace that flooded my
soul was so wonderful. It is easy to say, I surrender
my life to the Lord and take off walking and forget that
surrender is an ongoing process in our lives. It has to be
a daily surrender. Easy preachin, Hard living.
This week as I have been following these guildlines, I had
to stop and take the time to acknowledge worship.
I began to study worship, I looked up all the times worship
was listed in the back of my bible and I began to realize what
true worship really is.
The first time it is mentioned in my concordance was in
Psa 95:6 O come, let us worship and bow down: let us
kneel before the LORD our maker.
Verses 4 and 5 of that same chapter acknowledge the truth that
God is a great God and that he is our creator.

My thought about worship is this, according to the word of God
Joh 4:24 God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must
worship him in spirit and in truth.
We must take the truths of the word of God and acknowledge
them as truths and allow our Spirit to bear withness
in our hearts that they are true.
In Psalms 95 as I said earlier That verse calls us to worship
him as our creator.

The Spirit bears witness in our hearts at the truths of God.

Joh 4:22 Ye worship ye know not what: we know what we worship:
for salvation is of the Jews.
Joh 4:23 But the hour cometh, and now is, when
the true worshippers shall worship the Father in
spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship him.
Joh 4:24 God is a Spirit: and they that worship
him must worship him in spirit and in truth.
As we see in these verses, He is telling them that they
are worshipping but not with the Spirit, but that the
Spirit will come and will guild them into true worship.

We cannot truly worship the Lord without the Spirit
of God. He is the one that settles his truths down deep
in our hearts.
Heb 11:6 But without faith it is impossible to please him:
for he that cometh to God must believe that he is,
and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.
By faith we take God's truths and we put our faith in his
promises. Remember when the father came to Jesus
with the child that was filled with demons and the father
said in Mar 9:24 And straightway the father of the child cried out,
and said with tears, Lord, I believe; help thou mine unbelief.
Oh he wanted to believe God could heal his son, but he knew
in his own heart his faith was not as strong as it needed to be.
We have the Spirit that gives us the strength to trust God's
word but even if we don't have strong faith, he has given us
this example to call out to him to help us with our faith.
We must acknowledge that our faith is weak and
We must constantly ask the Lord to increase our faith

Do we really worship the Lord with his truths?
Let me take a minute to worship my Lord.
I HAVE ETERNAL LIFE
John 3:15 That whosoever believeth in him should not perish,
but have eternal life.

THE STING OF DEATH HAS BEEN TAKEN FROM ME.
1Co 15:55 O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory?

GOD WILL TAKE CARE OF ME.
Philp 4:19 But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches
in glory by Christ Jesus.
Psa 37:25 I have been young, and now am old;
yet have I not seen the righteous forsaken,
nor his seed begging bread.

My favorite verse
MY GOD CANNOT LIE
Tit 1:2 In hope of eternal life, which God, that cannot lie,
promised before the world began;
I can worship the Lord in the fact that I know his word
is true. His promises are so sure. Because his word says
he cannot lie to me.
It is impossible for him not to fulfil his word.

What trial are you going through in your life?
Can we just stop and get our eyes off of the trial
for a minute and recognize and worship the Lord
and realize he is the one in control and he deserves
us to stop worship him. He is worthy to
be praised and worshiped.
WORSHIP, n. [See Worth.]1. Excellence of character;
dignity; worth; worthiness.
Can you imagine going through life without his
promises? People are doing it everyday,
We need to be people of faith so that others can
see our Lord.
Jas 2:26 For as the body without the spirit is dead,
so faith without works is dead also.
Stand up and worship your Lord today and let the
Spirit bear witness that
HE TRULY IS THE SON OF GOD
People must see our unwavering faith in God's promises.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Peace, Peace, Wonderful Peace

The thing I love most about Salvation is that deep settled peace. I remember
back before I was saved.
I had no peace anywhere in my life.I worried about everything.
I worried that I was gonna
die in a car wreck, I worried that my husband was gonna leave me,
I worried that I wouldnt go to heaven when I died. No peace at all.
Today My husband is without work, I have five
children, We have no income at all. But I can say that as of right now,
my bills are paid, i have food on my table, a warm house to live in and
I have peace in my heart that
MY GOD SHALL SUPPLY ALL MY NEED!!!!!!!!!!!
Can you imagine being in that situation without the Lord.
NEVER in a millon years woud i ever want to live a day
without that peace that the Lord has given me.
I do not worry about death,
I do not worry where my food is coming from,
I do occasionally worry about our bills,
but deep in my heart there is still a peace that God is in
control and he will take care of everything in my life.
Philippians 4:7
And the PEACE of God, which passeth all understanding,
shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. KJV
PEACE that passeth all understanding. I do not understand it,
but I sure do enjoy it!!!!!!!!!Thank you Lord.

What shall I give Him? I give Him my heart.

This time of the year is so filled with the hustle of shopping,
visiting family, making cookies, I could go on and on.
We as Christians sometimes get so caught up in the
festivities that we forget to really stop and take in the
meaning of what this celebration is all about. My heart
was recently challenged when I was sent this paper
written by a young lady of the age of 17. I believe
that she found the true meaning to the Christmas holiday.
Will you take the time to read this and examine your own heart today?
What will you give your Saviour for Christmas?


Written by: Miranda Anderson

"Happy Birthday, My Strength and My Redeemer"


Dear Lord,
Hello there Lord. Mrs.Burke has asked us to
write a paper on what we wanted to give to You
for Your birthday. Which here on earth we celebrate
on December the 25th. But I am sure You already
knew that. Now whether or not that is your real
birthday is beyond me. I guess I will have to find
that one out when I get to Heaven.
But to be honest with You Lord when Mrs.Burke
asked us what we wanted to give You my mind
went totally blank. Then I started to think. "What could
I possibly have that would be good enough for the
God who gave His life for me?" I thought "Lord I have
already given You my life. what else could I possibly
give?" Then I started to panic because I thought that
I was going to have absolutely nothing to give to You.
But then it clicked and then I thought "Oh silly me!
There is still so much more that I can give to my God."
Then Lord when I began to think of how much
I have in my life that I have not fully surrendered to You.
My heart began to break because I realized that I was not
doing everything that I possibly could in my power to
serve You and to live a better life for You, so Lord here are
the things that I am going to fully surrender to You
and give to You on Your birthday.
The first thing that I want to give to You is my mind.
You said in Your word in Philippians 4:8 "Finally,brethren,
whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just,
whatsoever things are pure,whatsoever things are lovely,
whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any
virtue, and if there be any praise think on these things.
" Lord I have not been thinking on these things.
I am constantly letting my mind wander and think
on things that people have done or said to me, and then
I end up jumping to conclusions and I end up in trouble
or hurt, and I am sick of it Lord. I just want my mind to
be concentrated on You God, so that I can have a better
relationship with You, so as of today Lord I give You my
mind. Please control it Lord because I cannot.
The second thing that I want to give You Lord is my mouth.
Psalm 141:3 "Set a watch, O LORD, before my mouth:
keep the door of my lips." Lord please help me to watch
what comes out of my mouth. A lot of the time things that
I say don't bring honour and glory to Your name. God I
want everything that comes out of my mouth to please You.
Help me Lord to attain this goal. I give it to You.
The third thing that I want to give You is becoming a better
soul winner. God in Your word it tells of You being a soul winner.
You were so bold and confident when You led the Samaritan
woman to You in the book of John, it was just amazing!
Lord I want to do for more people what You did for that
Samaritan woman. When I speak to people about You I
want their eyes to be opened by the truths that I speak
to them about. Lord I give You my word on being a better
soul winner for You. But Lord please help me not to be
scared when I talk to people and help me to be more bold
and confident when I speak. Help me to be more like
You in this area of my life.
Now the fourth and final thing that I want to give You is my time.
Ephesians 5:16 "Redeeming the time because the days are evil.
" Lord please help me to redeem my time with You. Lord I know
that I have been asking for Your help in a lot of these gifts
that I am giving You. But I want them to be permanent.
I don't want to take these gifts away from You Lord.
I want them to be yours forever, so Lord help me to
spend more and more time with You each day,
because You deserve my time, You deserve so much more
than what I could ever be for You. But I know that You love
me God regardless of what I am because if You didn't love
me You wouldn't have given Your life for me.
Lord for Your birthday I give You my mind, speech,
soul winning heart, and my time. I hope that these gifts
bring You much joy my Lord. I wish that I could give You so much more.
But You are a God of grace and I am sure that You will forgive me for
falling short so many times. Happy Birthday Jesus! I love You so much.
Psalm 19:14 "Let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart,
be acceptable in thy sight, O LORD, my strength, and my redeemer."

Your Daughter,
Miranda Renae Anderson

May God Bless your holidays and may you decide
to give him your mind, speech, soulwinning heart
and your time. Can you imagine what we could do
for Christ this coming year if we all decided to have
this kinda of heart for our Saviour.

" I give you all that is mine in 2009"

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

MY GOD SHALL SUPPLY ALL YOUR NEED

Philippians 4:19
But MY GOD SHAll supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus.
Matthew 7:7
Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:
Titus 1:2
In hope of eternal life, which God, that cannot lie, promised before the world began;

I just want to brag upon My Lord,God is so good to me.Some of you know the trial we are going through right now, sometimes it gets overwhelming, when you get to the spot where you think you can handle it no more, the Lord steps up and confirms he is still there and is still going to take care of you.Between yesterday and today, We have had 2 truckloads and 3 trailor loads of wood brought out to our house. You are probably wondering why is it such a blessing to have wood delivered, well, it is this, Mike is not working and we have no income.
He cannot work, He tried to work for two days at a sawmill and he has again hurt his back.The Lord had 3 different families bring us wood so that we can heat our house.
It is one thing to say we believe God's word, but when you are put in a trial and you are put in a situation where you can do not one thing to supply for yourself and you have nothing else except God's promises, I tend to be like Peter * When he walked on the water and his faith wavered* I thank God that he is right there to reach out his hand and lift you up and put you back in the boat.I am humbled at a Saviour that loves me enough to pick me up, dust me off and give me a big hug and reassure me that He is the one in control of my life. NOT ME!
I serve an awesome God!!!!!

What Will Bring Success in My Walk with the Lord?

December 06
What Will Bring Success in My Walk With the Lord?
What Will Bring Success in My Walk With the Lord? As I began to think about what I was to write to young Christians, I started to reflect back to when I was a young Christian. I started to analyze what is it that keeps us faithful to the Lord? So many times people start coming to church and they get involved and before long they have fallen by the wayside. What keeps some successful and some not? As I pondered, I realized that early on, I was continually told the importance of Bible reading. Too many times we turn over a new leaf, we get all excited and jump right in and before long we fizzle out. Why? We put too much stock in our own abilities to stay faithful to the Lord. If we want to be successful in our Christian walk we must realize even our mere faithfulness comes from the Lord and His strength. How do we receive His strength? We draw strength from God’s word. We must realize that we are clean through God’s Word as it says in John 15:3 Now ye are clean through the word which I have spoken unto you. We as a sinful people do not like to go to God’s word, In Hebrews God’s word tell us it discerns our thoughts, it shows us who we really are. Hebrews 4: 12 For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart. Isa.55: 8 For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the LORD. We think differently than God does. In Romans God’s word tells us to renew our minds. Romans 12: 2 And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God. As we read and study, God begins to change our thinking to his thinking. The Bible (King James Version only) is alive. God speaks to us through his word. As a mother desires her child to learn and understand HER words of training, He also desires us to understand HIS words of training and to learn to walk in obedience to HIS word. He even makes prevision in His word for us to trust, if we don’t understand he tells us in James 1: 5 If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him. The more you read, the more you will renew your mind to His mind. Then you will begin to have good success. Joshua 1: 8 This book of the law shall not depart out of thy mouth; but thou shalt meditate therein day and night, that thou mayest observe to do according to all that is written therein: for then thou shalt make thy way prosperous, and then thou shalt have good success. It is too easy to skim over God’s word, because we think we know it or we have heard it before. If you just chose to skim over God’s word, go back and really read HIS words, my words may help point you in the right direction, BUT God’s words will change your life. We have a hidden treasure at our fingertips.
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More Changes.

November 13
More changes that have come into my life.

Back in August, My husband had to make a decision and it was one of the hardest things I have ever seen him do. As he loves our former Pastor so much, and did not want to hurt him.He resigned from being the Associate Pastor in Kansas.For the next couple of months, we spent much time in prayer seeking God's face on what he wanted us to do.We went back to Ohio and spent the month of September with my parents, We would walk everyday on the bike trail and pray and seek God. We would walk about 5+ miles per day, we would walk out and pray to ourselves and then walk back and talk to one another about life. It was such a refreshing time for both of us, Not only spiritually, but physically.We went back to Kansas and visited our boys at college in Ok.City.
We were in turmoil to where the Lord wanted us, Doors seem to be opening in Ohio, but we had no peace.Let me go back for a minute. While we were in Ohio, Mike mentioned that he would love to get back to his Rock to spend sometime in prayer, * back in 2004 before we went to Kansas, Mike spent days with a friend in Pineville Kentucky on Pine mountain, praying for direction for our lives. He felt the need to get back to his special place*We took a couple of days and went to Pineville and prayed up on the mountain.While we were in Kentucky we visited Mikes uncles chuch. We fell in love with the church (we have known the Pastor and family for years)Like I said earlier, doors were opening in Ohio, but we had no peace.So back to Kansas.......As we were packing Mike spent hours praying about OHIO or KENTUCKY, We were leaning more towards KY and we called the Pastors wife and told her to start looking for a house, that was on Sat. On Tuesday morning the 7th Mike said lets go rent a moving truck.(no house, not a for sure destination) By faith we rented it to go to Kentucky.
Within a couple hours of having rented the truck the Pastors wife called and said I found you a house.She sent me pics and we fell in love, That night I talked to the landlord, They were a little (a lot) hesitant to rent to us,,,,,,,since my husband did not have a job. But she said, If you are moving here by faith, we will rent to you by faith. (wonderful Christian landlord) The following Tues. Oct 15 we had the moving truck and left Kansas Oct 16th.We drove for 17 hours and finally arrived at about 3 a.m. The house is more than I could have ever imagined. I stand amazed at what the Lord has given us.
My husband still has no job.He did try to start a job, but He was unable to do the work, It was hard labor at a sawmill. ( with having had 5 back surgeries, need i say more?)Please pray for us as he is seeking what the Lord has for us. We just want what the Lord wants for our lives. We are currently helping in the church here in East Bernstadt. They were praying for 5 new families to come to help here in the ministry. We were the first family.ANY OTHERS?
I am so thankful that I have a Lord that I can trust and that I can lean on when there is no other place to go.
Trust me, there were some hard times in there where my faith wavered and I am so thankful that the Lord doesn't hold back his blessings when we waver. In spite of my failures, he still blesses and blesses.
My two oldest boys are still in Oklahoma City in college (Heartland Bible Baptist College) and they are loving it there, we are praying for a way to get them home for Christmas. Corey just got a position with a singing group there at the college and will be traveling as their soundman. This was a blessing, because He received a full ride scholarship while traveling with the group.Zac is the clown of the dorm, but he is a freshman so I am hoping that he will grow out of that as an upper classman next year.
I am currently homeschooling my 3 youngest children with the Abeka DVDs and we are really enjoying the program.Sarah is a sophmore this year, Seth is in the 8th grade and Jordan is a 6th grader.
I am as happy and content as can be.God is so good to me.Life is good.

Have you ever really pondered Romans 1: 20

September 10
Have you really ever pondered Romans 1: 20
Romans 1:20
For the invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even his eternal power and Godhead; so that they are without excuse:
My husband and I have been walking a bike trial every day, We usually walk about 3-4 miles. As we walk out we spend time praying and meditating on God. Then we talk to each other all the way back. Oh, it has been sweet fellowship, with the Lord and with my husband.
Today as we were walking, I took my camera with me and took some pictures of the path we walk on. As we have walked, different scriptures have come to our minds about the scenery we are surrounded by. For instance, The path........Proverb 3: 5 and 6 came to mind about acknowledging the Lord and he shall direct your paths, Also The river..... Psalms 1:2 and 3 [2] But his delight is in the law of the LORD; and in his law doth he meditate day and night.[3] And he shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water, that bringeth forth his fruit in his season; his leaf also shall not wither; and whatsoever he doeth shall prosper.
As I was sitting here downloading the pictures, I began to think about the scripture in Romans 1: 20, I have often wondered what the Lord meant when he said that the invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen........As we study the word of God and we see what he says in his word, we walk through life, things we see in this world will remind us about a verse we have learned. He has given us his word to learn about him. The more we read his word, The more we study his word, The more he will become manifested to us in his creation. People are without excuse because he gave us his word. The interesting part about that verse is that it says the invisible things of him.........How many times do people walk that path that i have been walking everyday and never think about the Lord because they don't know that scripture in Proverbs and how many times do people look down that river and see those trees and never think about the promise God has given us, because they don't know God's word. I thank God that I cannot walk that path without knowing God promises me that if I will acknowledge him,,,,,,,HE SHALL DIRECT MY PATH.
I am overwhelmed at how Real God is......If we will just search for him.
His word testifys of him
John 5:39 Search the scriptures; for in them ye think ye have eternal life: and they are they which testify of me.
I praise the Lord for his goodness to me.
Psalms 14 : 2 The LORD looked down from heaven upon the children of men, to see if there were any that did understand, and seek God.
Are we really seeking God in our lives?

I am forever His,
Rebecca

Life and the changes that come.

September 08
Life and the changes that come
As I sit here and ponder the changes that have come into my life. I have to Praise the LORD for his goodness and his direction.
One thing for sure is that God never changes. Our lives may change, our families may change, our house may change but with perfect peace
in my heart God never changes. His promises are sure.
My life recently has taken on several changes, My two oldest boys have left for college, I am now left with 3 at home that my mind reflects upon
the still awesome responsiblity I have to train them. Time passes so quickly, I was just speaking to a young mother the other day and I felt a huge
responsibility to press the issue to take full advantage of every opportunity you have to train your children. As I look back and recall everytime
I heard an older mother say........."Time passes so quickly, train them while they are young, they will be gone before you know it." Continually thinking
I have time. My time is gone for two out of the five.
The other change:
We are moving to another state. Once again moving across the country, unsure of what the Lord is going to teach me. I am so willing and actually
very excited to see what the Lord has in store for us as a family. Our ministry in Kansas over the last four years have most certainly taught me many
things. One that sticks out very clearly in my mind is that the longer I am in the ministry the more I realize I don't have all the answers, but I do
know one that does.
Oh! How my heart realizes that I am just a sinner saved by His grace and that All we really need is to be pointing to
our Blessed Saviour. The Lord Jesus is who changes lives, not me, not my knowledge, not my personality, But Jesus Christ my Saviour can
help anyone that will wholly follow the Lord.
I can say with all my heart, I am loving what the Lord is doing in our lives right now, there are other changes but God knows what he is doing and
I am excited to be serving the Lord.
Change is a good thing, If you think about it, God really wants us to be constantly changing, Searching the scriptures to see if our life lines up
with His word and if it doesn't he wants us to repent and allow him to change us.
God is good all the time.

I am forever HIS,
Becky

Just some writings, Hope you enjoy.

March 24
Resurrection Sunday.....Just one more soul. Praise the Lord.
God is so good to me. Easter Sunday was a wonderful day. We had so many visitors. The services were great, then the invitation came, I was praying that souls would be saved. I wanted to see someone walk the isle. Pastor Burke was not quick to get the services over, He knew we had activities planned for the children, but He also knew the Lord was working. So he patiently let the Lord work. Finally, a young lady walked the isle. He looked at me and motioned for me to come forward. I always get so excited to work with people that walk the isle, but I also get a great dread that comes over me. (I am not sure that dread is the correct word,) but it is a great responsibility to handle God's word. I know I will stand before my Saviour one day and answer for what I say. Tanya was this young ladies name, When i say young lady, she was 27, You know you are aging when you think of 27 as young. Tanya was broken. My heart went out to her. I asked why did you come forward? She said I have no peace. She has just lost her mom this past January. She was her best friend. She wanted peace, she was trusting in her baptism as a twelve year old child. I was able to open the Bible and show her how to know for sure she could be saved. (not through baptism) But through the Blood of Christ. She understood that she could not obtain salvation through her own righteousness, and gladly called out to the Lord with a broken heart and asked the Lord to save her. It is always my priviledge to lead someone to the Lord and I get a jolt of joy. But I always worry about a false profession. I don't ever want to give someone a false hope. But that is not my job to save them, it is my job to lead them to the Saviour, It is their job to except him in their own heart.I thank God for the opportunity to tell others about Him. He is Wonderful, He is a mighty God. It is an awesome thing to be a servant to Jesus Christ.I think of that song: If just one more soul, could walk down the isle, it would be worth every struggle it would be worth every mile. A lifetime of labor, is still worth it all , if it rescues just one more soul.
That is what it is all about......One more soul.Hope your Easter was as enjoyable as mine.TO GOD BE THE GLORY, GREAT THINGS HE HATH DONE.

What is your testimony? Please copy and paste the questions into your comments.

What is your testimony, Lets just Praise the Lord.
I love to hear how people came to know the Lord. Share with us, You know that Paul shared his salvation experience with others. Someone may read what happened in your life and your testimony may be instrumental in bringing them to Christ.

1. How did the Lord bring you unto himself?
My testimony is below.

2. Who is the person that has made the biggest influence in your life spiritually?
A lady named Carolyn Wheeler led me to the Lord, A lady named Kathy Armentrout took me under her wing and really spent time with me and taught me how to live for the Lord. A couple named Steve and Connie Schwartz discipled me every week for a long time answered so of my many redundant questions. I thank God for these people that took time with me. They really had a desire to see me grow.

3. What is your lifes verse?
Psalms 34:6 This poor man cried, and the LORD heard him, and saved him out of all his troubles.Titus 1:2 In hope of eternal life, which God, that cannot lie, promised before the world began;
You know the Lord loves us so much. Let's brag upon the name of our Lord.


--- I am forever His, Rebecca

This is how you must be born again.

March 21
Our Risen Saviour!!!!!!!!!!!
This weekend so many people are thinking about Easter. New clothes, New shoes, Easter Baskets. To me, It is so expensive and we really have never done anything for our children when it comes to Easter baskets and such.....but My parents are a different story...My mom and dad love to make big things out of Holidays, I am thankful they have always done that for my children, they will have fond memories of their childhoods of the things that Grandma and Grandpa have made special for them. One Easter i remember really well, All of my children were really small, Jordan was about two, My parents always came and put plastic eggs on the front lawn the night before Easter. We got up and opened the front blinds and put Jordan at the front window and she looked out and her eyes got huge.....She said BALLS!!!!!!!!!!!
That is such a sweet memory, Thank you mom and dad for making that possible. These are wonderful memories and I am so thankful for them. I am thankful that they brought me up in a Christian Home.

The thing I want to teach my children like my parents taught me is to remember that we have a Risen Saviour, He is ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!
We don't have to serve a god that has ears that cannot hear, a god with a mouth that cannot speak and a god with hands that cannot comfort.
We serve A God that will speak to us if we will listen to Him, A God that will hear if we will speak to Him, and a God that will comfort us if we will let Him. I am thankful that the World celebrates Easter and recognizes it as a time that Jesus arose from the dead, But us as Christians really need to be more about the Saviour than the Savour. (of the candy)
Let's take time to stop this weekend and be Thankful that God sent his only Begotten Son that we might have eternal life.

Thank you for taking the time to read my blog, May God bless you and draw you to Himself. I want to lift the name of Jesus so that all men are drawn to him.

John 12:32 And I, if I be lifted up from the earth, will draw all men unto me. 1 John 1:7 But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin.
He is a Wonderful Saviour.

If you don't know for sure if you are going to spend eternity in Heaven, This is the Gospel. This is how you can know how to be saved.
God cannot Lie
Titus 1:2 In hope of eternal life, which God, that cannot lie, promised before the world began;Hebrews 11:6 But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.You must have Faith.
Romans 10:17 So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.
John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.18 He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.
You must repent of your sins. Repentance is a change of heart about your sin and a desire to be different. Realizing your sin is offensive to God.
Luke 13:3 I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish.
Romans 3:23 For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;

You must believe the Gospel
Romans 10:9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.10 For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.13 For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.

When we were in Ark City Kansas

March 19 2007
What we are doing now for the Lord.
We are currently in Arkansas City Kansas. My husband is the Associate Pastor of Hillcrest Bible Baptist Church, We both work in the Christian School.I currently teach 3rd and 4th grade, My husband teaches High School and is the Principle of the School.God has been good to me. I spent so many years worrying about my children whether they would serve God. Worrying about what I have done wrong, what I will do wrong. I wasted so much time looking back and looking forward. Not looking at where they were right then. One day it dawned on me, I better live each day like it is my last day to teach them what I can about my blessed Saviour. I began praying that God would put it within the hearts of my children to serve him....Except the Lord build the house they labor in vain that build it. It has to be the Lord that puts that desire in their heart.My oldest son just recently left for college, What a blessing it is to see your children walk in truth. He is in Heartland Bible Baptist College, He is studing to be a youth Pastor. I am here to tell you, I Praise the Lord for his goodness. God is so faithful. Corey is serving the Lord today because God saved him and put the desire in his heart to serve Him. I don't ever want to take any Glory away from my blessed Saviour. Each one of my children are currently saved and serving the Lord, I thank God for that. They each seem to have a walk of their own with the Lord. I see God working in each of theirs lives.....I am saying all of this to say this one thing. We have to do our best to serve God,,,,but you cannot make your children serve the Lord. You have to teach them to let the Lord be their Lord. We struggle and push and pull trying to shove it into them. You cannot make them have a pure heart. Only God can do that. When you come to that spot and realize that, You can rest in the Lord. Because his promises are true and he cannot lie....
More of my testimony, This was when we lived in Goodland, Kansas
My name is Rebecca Estep. I am 40 years old. My birthday is August 1, 1966 My husbands name is Michael Estep We live in Goodland, Kansas I have been married to a wonderful man for almost 22 years. May 25th 1985 I have five wonderful children: Corey 18 Zachary 16 Sarah 14 11 Jordan 9 My husband is the Pastor of Bible Baptist Church, We have only been in the ministry since Dec, 2004. My husband and I were born and raised North of Cincinnati, Ohio. We moved to Kansas, Dec 2004 My husband was an Associate Pastor for 7 months in Arkansas City Ks. and then Goodland BBC needed a Pastor, We have been here since. Here at our church we have an ACE school, I am the Elementary Teacher, I love my children. I love watching the transformation children make during their learning years. I have been teaching since 2001. If you would have told me before I was a child of God that one day I would be (First) A pastors wife, (secondly) A school teacher.......Never in a million years would I have ever believed. It is amazing what the Lord can do with a old hunk of clay...... My lifes Verse is Psalms 34:6 This poor man cried and the Lord heard him and saved him out of all his troubles. I pray this will give you alittle insight to who I am.
God Bless,
--- I am forever His, Rebecca

My Testimony of Salvation through Jesus Christ.

The most memerable event that has taken place in my life happened on May 7th 1992. I struggled with my salvation for so long. Raised in a christian home, I rebelled. Once we began attending church, I really saw for the first time in my life, ladies that genuinely had a real walk with the Lord. 'Oh, how i long to have what they had.' The Lord began to deal with my heart about my own personal relationship with him......that I didnt even have one. What a Joy......The Day the Lord showed me I was lost and he so quickly came to my rescue and saved my soul. May 7th 1992, Praise the Lord God gave me peace. Oh satan can immitate alot of things, but one thing he cannot immitate is Peace. I cleaned up the outside......Had it looking pretty good. But deep down in my heart something was not right. I would pray OH Lord if I am not saved, save me......and then I would ask everyone....Do you ever doubt your salvation? I was looking for one person to tell me I was ok.....Thank God. No one ever did. The lady that lead me to the Lord, I had asked her if she ever doubted her salvation and she said you know what! I used to but let me show you what verse the Lord helped me with. Romans 10 Verse 3 For they being ignorant of Gods righteousness going about to establish their own righteousness, having never submitted themselves unto the righteousness of God. I knew for the first time in my life....I was lost and I did not even know what Gods righteousness was and that I was ignorant of him. I knelt down at the altar and asked God to save me.....Oh the peace that flooded my soul. Oh the devil has come and tried to cast doubt but immediately, My soul cries out ABBA Father. I deal with children alot and I always tell them if they doubt whether they are saved or not. I say, you know If i came and moved into your house today, would you know that i was there? Well of course, WHY? because i am there. Same way with Jesus,,,,,,When he moves in, there is no doubt he is there, He makes his presence known. My sheep hear my voice and they follow me. God has been so good to me. My biggest burden is that church members make sure they are saved. I believe we have alot of lost church members sitting in the pews. I was one of them. Matter of fact, when i went home and told my Husband I got saved, he said WHAT? but not long afterwards he came to know the Lord himself.....another lost church member. If you are 99% sure you are save you are 100% lost. Have a great day. Bless the Lord, O my soul. )t2

I am forever His, Rebecca
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